noob update 2

here i am,blogging while trying to study
ehhehe
so yeah my progress for the week so far,read thermo and did 1 past year
slow eh? =p

so anyways,screw the emo and gloomy mood,i decided to trust God instead,for only HE can help me in times like these =D

quite encouraging
wed was like dying,like digging myself a burial plot
then went for cf
the songs sung were all hymms,but all somehow encourages me =D
thank you God =)................

note to self: dont judge people,judge yourself 1st =) then u'll feel good always.haha

haih,exams next week
i always tell people to trust God,yet i myself find it hard to do so =(

case in point,thermo is coming up,i cant really do the past year
and studying it also i feel so stressed up

dont even mention the other 3 papers yet,havent started yet
yes,sad right? =(

Lord,please help me.....i need Your Grace and wisdom.....

finally.....

finally,the end of assignment 2!!!
woohoo,next up,exams....

really thank god for suyin kenson lindley for encouraging me on friday and today
not to mention alot of ppl who have been kind to me
thanks ppl =)

on another note,some of u realise that i have been snapping pics of u
it'll be used for an experimental picture story album in facebook
dunno will work,fingers crossed it will =)

chen siang's bday

hey peeps,i think i had enough with emo posts,let make a happy one =D
yesterday we celebrated chen siangs bday in tasty pot
the trip to go there was quite a challenge since i never been there =p
suffice to say,so many people there eating,its like freaking popular man =s

pics pics pics:

bday boy

karkien thought this was chicken drumstick but end up its sweet potato XD

big eaters 1

egg in crab shell,sucked cos its burnedkarkien took a great deal to open this =s

marvin
bloated yours truly =p
this fellas can still eat after like 7-8 rounds man,amazing =p
the aftermath

so basically,only 9 people went,all guys somemore =p
oh well,this is engineering,liken to a desert.LOL
all the girls either not free or ffk(chinn lynn =p)
some guys also ffked.hahaha

next up,we went to karkiens house to cut the cake
although 9 guys went,we had quite a fun time

next up to celebrate,someone's bday who i love to whack.hahahahahaha

i feel so discouraged.....whatever i do also suck
everyone says im cnn/bbc/whatever......but seriously
i dont think i fit in

disclaimer: the people i mention here are great people ok,i have no intention fo hurting anyone,just want to release my emotions only yeah =p

i want to join the cf people,but sometimes i cant just seem to connect with the peeps there
make no mistake,cf ppl are a super freaking awesome bunch, but sometimes i envy those with can start a conversation without feeling awkward

my design group also,i really want to join them but same problem with cf grp - i cant seem to connect with them also....its like im detached like that

a special note to my design group: thanks for helping me throughout the whole sem,i really learned to buck up already,thanks for giving me the wake up call =)

all this really suck,i dont know what to do anymore
i feel alienated sometimes
i always try 2 start a conversation with people,but alot of times it just dont work

please forgive me to those who read this,im not blaming anybody,u people rock =)
i blame myself,its all my fault ='(

worst day?

today was thermo test
i studied this paper for more than a week and when the paper came out i know how to do but i did wrongly somehow
in then end........u fill in the blanks la

so yeah,but but
went cf,thank God for ppl like ja[heth,kenson,anna,andrew,peter,jo khoo,jenna for praying for me
and not to mention karkien,joshua,sara,victor all encouraged and consoled me =)
thank you people

i dun wanna care so much abt this paper,enough already
time to look forward and finish the assignment and finals ahead yo =D

get well karkien =)

mr foo,i know u have been a good and sarcastic friend,u love to kutuk us, esp me to no end.hahahaha
but, get well soon yeah,the world feels different without you =)
everything happens for a reason
so,get well soon and look to the Lord, He will give u strength
rmb, ask and u shall receive
so yeah......we are all waiting for u to get back on your feet!

pray 2 God to remove ur illness yeah =)